Well, I took a 361 day hiatus from logging my calories. It shows. I didn't gain any in pants sizes or shirt sizes. I'm still hanging on. However, I don't need to be fat forever.
I lost 20 pounds pretty easy last time. I've gained all that weight back. So I'm still behind. I do not desire to go and run as my husband did. I've had shin problems since I was 16 and in the last 16 years nothing has changed in that area. I'd go buy compression leg sleeves for this purpose but once I said something like that and got made fun of telling me that wouldn't work. I sold myself on the idea that I was just buying into something that wouldn't work. Is that an excuse, yes, it is.
For now though I'm going to work on just becoming healthier. Today, I only have 17 calories left. That's because I ate breakfast and lunch before deciding to reactivate my accounts on my fitness pal and fit bit.
I've given up hope on becoming pregnant again. If I do get pregnant again, great. If I do not, I can accept that too. Anyway, this isn't a pity party here it is the truth. Either way I need to be healthier for the sake of my life and my families lives.
So I'm going for it. I don't like that I am only given 1320 calories a day. I will deal with it. Today what can I eat that only has 7 calories. Nothing so I will go over today. Hopefully not tomorrow.